Relaxxx

I don’t ever expect it. With every person I’ve met, I’ve kept an open mind & welcoming heart. I never knew how much love I could give & how much love my heart could handle. I’ve fallen in love with everyone surrounding me! I can’t believe life has given me the opportunity to be happy & loving.

I hope this lasts for a while because this feeling is definitely the best feeling in the universe. Well, at least in my universe.

Those times you feel alone. That nothing could possibly interfere with whatever you are doing at the moment. That no one would be experiencing the same feelings and thoughts that circulate your brain over and over again. Well, sorry hun… but you’re not the only one feeling alone.

Remember, we’re all human.

I miss the simplicity of life. Everything & everyone seems to be superficial.

I like to beleive that our lives shouldn’t be wasted on waiting. Bc life is just too short for that! But in life, that is just what we do. We wait. Some wait for happiness. Some wait for people. Some wait for success. Some wait for their soulmate. Whatever it may be, we all WAIT.

So, we MUST be patient. We need to be.

See, my days are cool without you.

The filthy words that vomit out of my mouth will be filtered out for the next couple days. Day 1 spilled 8 nasty words. It’s tough, but I’m determined to succeed.

Is it a bit odd that I don’t feel like myself w/o the vulgar words that escape my mouth? I feel like a little child that as a consequence I’d be grounded or scolded by my parents, but that’s not the case. Maybe reducing my curse words isn’t that big of a sacrifice… hmm, maybe.

Is it pretty biased that I know I have it all? I wonder how awesome (or non-awesome) I am to other people? I wonder if the people who think I’m non-awesome are the ppl that I think are whack?

Psshh.. whatever. I’m still going to live my life regardless of what someone else thinks. For all I know, I’m the awesomest awesome ever! Hah.

Turns out this badass is scared of love. Just gotta have faith!