Relaxxx

I wish my family and friends would show some kind of appreciation towards me.

I’ve learned that when someone is in trouble or blind (by the society that distracts them)- to help them. And to define trouble. I mean, lost. Lost from knowing their true self. Or endangering themselves (in any way- mind, body, or soul) because of naive thoughts or actions that lead them away from being real. 

I’m not God or any type of higher power. I’m merely a human. A simple, living, human. And so are you. People tend to distract themselves with society (and of course, I do too), but at the end of the day what is the most essential part of life? Aside all the biological reason to keep us alive. Happiness. 

So what I’m trying to get at is that, when I see someone not happy, I try my best to make them happy by directing them to their true self. No matter who they are. Or even if they’re a stranger. We’re all humans- so no one should truly be a stranger. (I know, “strangers” can sound scary because of the crazy people that society decides to hype, but that’s a different story). I don’t care if you don’t know me, if you’ve hurt me, if you’ve done the craziest most unforgiving thing… you’re human and you deserve to be happy. 

But then there’s always exceptions. Right? The hopeless people. That never seem to understand that to be yourself (to be real) will eventually lead you to happiness. But who’s to say their hopeless? People label them as hopeless because they give up on them. Don’t give up. 

I have so much more to express. But I’ll save it for other times.

Bottom line: Have hope. Be real. Be you. Be happy. 

Explore the world beyond your reality.

Sometimes my thoughts and curiosities overwhelm me. My mind wonders to an imaginary land where everything and anything is possible. The most amazing images and thoughts develop in my mind that I can never express because it won’t do my mind justice. Few have been close, but most are afraid of my mysterious and extraordinary mind.

If you understood and knew my brain, you wouldn’t be friends with me.

Beast surprised me today. I was running late, flustered with thoughts as I tried to ignore the heat. He sat alone on a bench outside my class waiting for me. The minute that passed when I spotted him felt like a movie scene. Like someone clicked on the “slow-mo” button as people moved away to make a clear path between us. That space quickly filled with perfect joy as my eyes lit up.

“Have a great day, k?”

I don’t ever expect it. With every person I’ve met, I’ve kept an open mind & welcoming heart. I never knew how much love I could give & how much love my heart could handle. I’ve fallen in love with everyone surrounding me! I can’t believe life has given me the opportunity to be happy & loving.

I hope this lasts for a while because this feeling is definitely the best feeling in the universe. Well, at least in my universe.

Those times you feel alone. That nothing could possibly interfere with whatever you are doing at the moment. That no one would be experiencing the same feelings and thoughts that circulate your brain over and over again. Well, sorry hun… but you’re not the only one feeling alone.

Remember, we’re all human.